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Chapter 9
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NK
had once again tried to have Arnav hang out with his friends, but
Arnav's moods and temper were both off today. He simply wouldn't
hear any of that. Arnav proceeded with dinner, not speaking unless an utmost need may arise. Vikas and Manorama also sensed the uncomfortable
silence during dinner, but both chose to dismiss it as work stress.
Arnav sneaked out of everyone's sight after dinner and went to his
room.
Arnav
simply had to analyze his thoughts calmly, and for that, he needed
complete silence. He needed to think about someone, a
certain Khushi Kumari Gupta. Yes, he had met her yesterday even, but
today was something different. He had his actual direct conversation
with her, in fact many for that account. Presently, Arnav was
confused, and it was not because of her, instead it was
because of himself. He couldn't understand why whatever she said in
a fit of anger reached his heart and made him realize that he was
treating others wrong. He didn't understand why he couldn't stop
himself from admiring her cute face in spite of all the anger he was
assuming towards her.
Most
of all, he didn't understand why, when he knew that she would be
leaving, he wanted to meet her himself. He could have just called
Aman and let it him know about the meeting tomorrow, but it was like
he simply couldn't stop his feet from moving in her direction.
Another trigger was also when he saw Aman and Khushi talking through
the glass wall. A sudden pain stung his heart, and he raced out of
his cabin to be with her with an excuse for the meeting.
Arnav
was lying on his bed, a hand under his head, while the other rested
on his side. He was looking up at nothingness on the ceiling. He
couldn't understand why she even mattered to him. For the most part
of the day, he felt that his attitude was the only thing that helped him to keep his
sanity playing in front of all.
When
Khushi first came in his cabin to hand over her assignments, he was
genuinely impressed by her work. Even though her resume showed that
this internship is the only actual job-like work she has ever done in
her life, her assignments showed otherwise. She did her job as a
pro. None of the other interns were able to finish the tasks
assigned in such a short period of time, but she had. ASR had always
appreciated people who actually made true efforts towards
whatever job they may be doing. And then once again, when he had
been looking at the next batch she was doing at her desk, he was surprised to see
her almost half-way done with that as well. If it hadn't been for
his ego, he would have, just maybe, let down his ASR mask and praised
her work. But ASR's image simply couldn't have handled that and he
obviously wouldn't have wanted anyone else in the office to find out.
But somewhere, deep within him, Arnav knew that she is just as
dedicated towards her work as he is.
BEEP! BEEP!
Arnav,
subconsciously, reached for his phone at the side table. If Arnav
had been in his full senses, he would surely have been surprised to
be receiving a message at 10:30 pm. But of course, Arnav's senses
were a bit flustered since the past few hours. After all, that's why
he had been trying to analyze his thoughts since the past half an
hour. Arnav looked at the screen of his iPhone: Message from
Group Work. Arnav had, just the day before, added all the contact
information of the employees into his phone and saved it in a group
“Work.”
Aman,
you surely are going to get more work tomorrow for disturbing me this
late.
Arnav
opened the email he had received, only to discover that it wasn't
from Aman, but a different employee, kkg_intern@extreme.ibm.org
.
KKG?
An intern? Who would that be?.....Wait....could it possibly be....?
Arnav
suddenly sat up on his bed and tightly held the phone. As
realization dawned upon him, he immediately opened the emailed to
reveal the contents:
Subject:
Questions :)
Good
Evening, Sir.
You
mentioned this afternoon that I should send you all the questions I
may have other than already answered from you. Well, I do! Actually,
a lot of questions.
- Why are you so obnoxiously rude to everyone? Is it a habit or a choice?
- When was the last time you smiled? Do you have a set time to smile, laugh, etc, (like that one guy I saw in a serial few years back) ?
- Is work your passion, your obsession, or simply a way to be able to rule over people?
- Why do you torture poor Amanji the most? I mean to say that there are so many other employees, aren't there? And yeah, I do know that he's your assistant. But give the poor guy a break! You are a new adventure for him as well.
- If you had to pursue acting, would you love to play the role as "Laad Governor" or "Raakshas"?
- Do you think the British left you here to rule all Indians on behalf of them after they left the country?
Well,
I would be awaiting your reply to these questions. I do have a list
of other questions I want to ask, but I would just like to set up a
foundation with these. :)
Thanking
you sincerely,
Khushi
Kumari Gupta
Intern
at IBM
“WHAT
THEEE!!!!!!!” Arnav almost shouted at the top of his voice. Surely
his frustration had been increasing while reading each line, but it
had to erupt, didn't it?
Arnav
clicked on “Reply” and typed rapidly on the phone screen and
clicked the “Send” button. A few curses began to emerge from his
mouth, at a low volume just for the sake of the silent night.
Khushi
had been pacing around her room from the time she sent the message.
Khushi had purposefully waited till past 10 to start on her mission. It wouldn't have been any fun earlier. It took her another 30
minutes to finally think through all the questions she wanted to
write to him.
That
Laad Governor must have received the messages by now. Hey Devi
Mayyia, I wish I could see his expressions right now. He must be
erupting like a volcano right now. But he deserved all this after
the way he had been treating everyone today. And I haven't even
asked anything inappropriate. I honestly do want to know all that.
But why hasn't he replied yet? I hope he isn't going to wait till tomorrow to
blast me for this.
On
the cue, Khushi's phone vibrated in her palm. She instantly opened
up the reply email.
Subject:
Re: Questions :)
Work
related questions, Miss Khushi Kumari Gupta! Not nonsensical
questions!
Your
BOSS,
ASR
Khushi's
jaw dropped slightly before a surge of determination ran through her
system. She typed on her phone fiercely and hit the “Send” button.
Khushi's lips were in a tight line with her nose and ears turning
slightly red.
BEEP!
BEEP!
Subject:
Re: Re: Questions :)
My
questions are not NONSENSICAL! How can you say that? These are
questions any normal human being would ask any other normal human
being by the kind of first impressions set by you, BOSS!
KKG
Vibrate~~Vibrate~~
Subject:
Re:Re:Re: Questions :)
When
did I ever say that you are a normal human being? In fact, I don't
think you are even capable of being anything close to normal.
ASR
BEEP!
BEEP!
Subject:
Re:Re:Re:Re Questions :)
I
don't care whether you consider me normal or not, but you surely are
not a human being. Forget normal. You just look like one!
KKG
Arnav
gripped the phone tightly in his palm and closed his eyes to control
his temper.
How
dare she? Fine! If that's what she wants!
He
dialed Khushi's number and waited for her to pick up the call.
Khushi
was burning in anger.
How dare he? He may be my boss but he has no right to talk like this!
How dare he? He may be my boss but he has no right to talk like this!
The
sudden, constant vibration of her phone jerked Khushi out of her
thoughts. She kept looking at the screen.
Arnav
Singh Raizada calling....
She
didn't know what to do. The call eventually ended by itself. She
breathed a sigh of relief, but her phone vibrated once again to show
a new message.
Subject:
(no subject)
Scared
much? So, I was right. You are all for talk, but nothing for act!
ASR
Arnav
finally had a smirk playing on his lips, content with the message he
had recently sent. But the ringtone of his own phone ruined the
moment. Arnav knew, without even looking, who would dare to call
him. He picked up on the third ring and held the phone close to his
ear.
“How
could you? What do you think about me? Who are you to say anything
about me? You know what? I was the one who was right because you are
really not a human being. All you care about is your ego and.....”
“SHUT
UP! If it hurts so much to hear about yourself, how do you think I
felt about what you wrote? Do you think I enjoy being the way I am? I
am who I AM for a reason. You cannot say anything about me without
knowing me. Is that understood? I said IS THAT UNDERSTOOD, MISS
KHUSHI KUMARI GUPTA?”
For
once, Khushi was at a loss for words. Not because she was scared of
his anger, but because she was seriously affected by the intensity of
his words. She knew he was right. If she felt bad, even he can feel
bad. How could she forget such a simple thing in her childish act? She knew that she had to apologize, after all, this was her mistake.
A mistake she shouldn't have committed, ever.
A
constant beep tone entered Khushi's ears as soon as she came back to reality. Arnav had long disconnected the call, without waiting
for her response. Khushi's eyes filled with tears as she continued to
look at the screen of her phone.
After
Arnav finally said the last word, he was waiting for an argument from
Khushi as always, but he instead received silence. A complete
silence. A silence which convinced him of the intensity of his
words. He had said something he would never say to anyone else. It
was simply not what ASR would do. It was what Arnav would do, and he
was never Arnav with anyone, besides himself. How could he have said
this? Moreover, why did he say it to her? How was he able to?
The
few seconds turned into minutes as both simply stilled in their
positions, pondering over the last few minutes.
He had been looking at his phone again and again. Hoping she would call back to bash him. Wanting to call her back. But he simply couldn't do anything. Arnav
finally laid back on his bed and closed his eyes, even though sleep
had already eluded him.
Khushi
sat on the edge of her bed and kept looking at her phone again and
again, in the hope that maybe, just maybe, he might call back. She
knew he wouldn't, but she still hoped that maybe he would. Just once. Khushi didn't realize when she fell asleep, in an
uncomfortable position, on the edge of her bed, but she only knew
that she had hurt him.
The
next morning – 7:45 AM @ IBM:
Khushi
was already waiting at the main entrance of the building. She knew
that both of them had to prepare for the presentation for today's
meeting. She was supposed to be here at 8:00, but she simply couldn't wait
that long. She had woken up as the first rays of the sun entered
her room. After quickly dressing up, she had prepared a small size
rainbow cake for Arnav. It had always worked with Payal whenever she
would be upset. But, she still knew that it wouldn't be enough
for him. As Khushi stood near the door with her purse hanging on her
left hand and a small box in her right hand, she saw him striding
toward the building from the parking lot.
Arnav
had only finally drifted to sleep around 2:00 am, while his alarm
clock woke him up at 5:30 am. As he was jogging, his mind went back
to the occurrences of last night. For some reason, he just couldn't
stop himself from feeling guilty. He had always judged a person from
one glance and he had judged her as well. He knew that she was
innocent, but crazy, naïve, but childish. He knew she didn't mean
anything she said to him, then why did he react in such a way? She
didn't know anything about him and it definitely wasn't her fault for
any of this. She was simply joking with him, trying to annoy him for
the past day. Then why did he burst out on her like that? Was it
because he wasn't able to tolerate such words from her? But why did
Khushi Kumari Gupta matter so much to him? He had dressed up and left KM before
anyone could woke up. When he got to IBM by 7:35 am, he simply sat in his
car, without moving. He was nervous to go in front of her. In any
other circumstances, he would never accept that he, Arnav Singh
Raizada, could be nervous, but the truth was that today he was
nervous to face her. He finally got out of his car, assuming that
she wouldn't be coming until 8:00.
As
he walked to the building, the vision in front of him stilled his
movements. There she was, standing in all her glory, with a worried
expression gracing her snow-white complexion. She was looking down at her feet. Dressed in a white
blouse and a black skirt, she looked too glamorous for her simple
dress. Just by seeing her, a wave of calm wind went through Arnav's
heart. Somehow, her presence seemed to be soothing his troubled
heart. He simply stood there, admiring the vision in front of him.
Khushi
was getting impatient while waiting, when a cool wind rushed toward
her direction. She looked up and found Arnav standing
few feet away, staring at her. Was that a smile on his lips? A hint
of smile began playing on her lips as well. His smile sure was very rare,
but it was a sight like no other. His smile was cute and adorable
like a baby's, yet charming and enchanting for sure. All her worries and guilt were set aside because she
could only see that smile. How she wanted to do everything in
her power to keep that smile brightening his face always? Why doesn't
he smile always?
Do you think I enjoy being the way I am? I
am who I AM for a reason.
The
memory of his words from last night brought Khushi back to her
senses. She knew that he had been hurt in some terrible way to make
him like this. Her face hardened once again with the guilt seeping
in. She looked away from him. She couldn't look at him and show him
her torn face. She needed to apologize. After seeing his smile, she
earnestly wanted to make up to him and bring that smile back to his
face. The smile that wasn't a major part of him anymore. The smile that she wants to see on his face for as long as
eternity may be.
Arnav
had completely lost track of time, losing himself in the innocence
and purity dripping from her face. But he felt something changing in
her eyes, something that hardened her serene
facial expression. Before he could read what was in her eyes, she
looked away. He felt disappointed. But right at that moment, a
voice came back in his mind.
How
could you?
Even
though she had said these words for other reasons, these words only seemed to be haunting him. Her words made him feel
guilty for behaving so badly with her. Her words felt as if they
were accusing him. Arnav looked away from Khushi and closed his
eyes. Moments later, he regained his composure and opened his eyes
with a new determination. There wasn't really anything that Arnav
Singh Raizada couldn't do. If he has been at fault, he will be the
one repenting for it. He will make it up to her.
Arnav's look for the new day: Arnav
Khush's look for the new day: Khushi
So, how was it? I tried to write it bit longer than usual. Tell me what you think about and leave me all your lovely comments below with your IF name.
The credit for Khushi's question # 5 and # 6 goes to Ravneet aka TouchofArhi aka RavneetKaur1PM. She's the one who suggested those two questions for the update. Also, the email ids are a work of pure fiction.
An important note: I won't be updating tomorrow. Busy busy. The next update may be the day after (Friday) or surely over the weekend! Thanks to all!
Arnav's look for the new day: Arnav
Khush's look for the new day: Khushi
So, how was it? I tried to write it bit longer than usual. Tell me what you think about and leave me all your lovely comments below with your IF name.
The credit for Khushi's question # 5 and # 6 goes to Ravneet aka TouchofArhi aka RavneetKaur1PM. She's the one who suggested those two questions for the update. Also, the email ids are a work of pure fiction.
An important note: I won't be updating tomorrow. Busy busy. The next update may be the day after (Friday) or surely over the weekend! Thanks to all!